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confussed

2 min read
I stare at each square that takes up the barness of these walls
Knowing each thought be careless,
remembering each flaw
ones that lie within me
and capture my aching heart
hoping that i may just be enough.

Questions begging for answers,
what will come of this?
This adventure? this Love?
heartach and mystery
demolish these thoughts
with answers to well known

I am falling in again,
too deep too fast
fears forgetting, thinking it wont last
setting myself up for failure and pain
hoping that i will be able to regain
the strength to get up again.

Confusion sets in
as i hear her angelic voice again
to many reasons ahe has given
for me not to know
that she is the one

With each word that falls from this angel
it gets more simple each time to see
that this woman, whom i love
just might love me.
distance and phonecalls nor messages mix
i wait for the day i may be hers.

So i stare at each square that takes up the bareness of these walls
knowing each thought be careless
Remembering each flaw
the ones that lie within me
and capture my aching heart
hoping that i may just be enough



this was just something I had from a while back past problems in the realationship. Don't worry things are great now but I just wanted to put this one up
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motto

1 min read
my motto is: Sia riconoscente per questo memento, dato che questo momento e la vostra vita.
or in english: be thankful for this moment, for this moment is your life.
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moo

1 min read
ok so I'm happy things were resolved but sad idk I'm jus bleh I'll leave it at that so yea nite nite. have a cookie =^-^=
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Pain

4 min read
Its hard to describe how I feel I mean I know it all happened so fast and I hurt u without knowing it. Yes you were right when you said I should have realized it but I didn't because I was so comfortable. I know I am to blame and I know I made u hurt, I even know u won't ever let this go. I know u well enough to know that somewhere inside u, u still hate me but are with me because u "feel" like u need me. I know I need u because I love u. I know I hurt even more when I hurt u. God knows how mmuch I think about how I did u wrong. Sometimes I wonder y are u with me. WHY!!!! Damnit just realize u can do better then me. I love u with my body, mind and soul. I know its cliche to say but its true. and thats y it hurts that much more when I do anything to u. I just feel like everytime I'm with u, I'm just going to hurt u. I feel like the person I considered a sister is going to become more distant to me and me to her. I feel like Dirt, trash, crap, and even though I don't show it I still do cry at night. I hate it how u tend to make me feel like crap even after everything and then later u try to make it better. I hate things about u but I never can hate U! I can only hate myself for my stupidity and for my sheer ignorance. U in my eyes are perfection in its making. Sweet, tender, Loving, Embracing, Funny, Beautiful, and just everything else that can make something like me feel again. God know how many times I've been hurt in life. U are the reason I go on. I love u so much it hurts to be away from u. I have been cheated on and well I've had worse done to me and then u came along and just made me feel like Hope and Love still exists. U say u lost a friend and thats a lie. She cares about u and u are just to hard headed to belive it. I lost a sister, and a friend. i pushed her away to show u how much I care, and yet I know u don't care. U blame me for telling the world well guess what U have ur way of venting I have mine. She had guessed what was going on I just established rules and told her. my friends knew cause of someone else. not through me but that other person my post only made them wonder, while the other person spread the word. That day u came to me i felt like my heart, soul, and mind were not only spat on but I also felt like u just left them there on the ground for anyone to take. I turn to u when I need u and u aren't there, yet I love u. I tell u everything and yet u have secrets, I give u things and get nothing, I say I love u and u say other words. I have no one to blame for any of this but myself. I'd keep writing but y when no one is going to read it. I need to vent and let out the emotions that are killing me and ripping me apart at the skin. Please Just know I Truly Love You!!! And I Want To Be With U For The Rest Of My Life. I Can See What Should Be My Future And Guess What Ur In It!!! I'm not sure If I'm in your future, but even if I'm not ur still in mine. Whatever happenes I will always love u and that love will never go away. u are my first true love My first everything. and Even though I seem to act like a love struck puppy I'm not. I'm putting my heart on the line when I'm with u I just hope u don't crush it and destroy me.
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think

1 min read
If God is my father.
i am an orphan..
[i am chainless from laws]

There is no such thing as:
.reality
.heaven with a god who loves us
.love at first sight
.being perfect

I do have a religion. I do have beliefs.

The art of creating is my religion.
I am my own god.
My head is my church.
My communion is the sharing of knowledge.

no cred to me not mine ok ^_^
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